Today... was supose to be an okay day... its like we did super good stuff in school lah... interviewed the neurologist from gleneagles everything was very cool... but dan when i came home... i was stressed out by love and everything... why is love just so complicated? or no offense... but why are girls so complicated... but now... i think its why am i so complicated? i feel like a total loser now... she... has finally given me the answer which is to everything shes done... the reasons for everything... so what am i to do? nothing i presume. What can be done?!!!! NOTHING AT ALL.... i want to admit that... this really sucks... no sparks? than why start? no time? dan why issit i can make it? no meetings? plainly because im in POLY not some nice sch? The thing which keeps in my head is...WHY DID I TRY SO HARD... why did i try so hard to be something i wasn't? which is why... i couldn't say the things i wanted to... or do things i wish to... i just couldn't... its my fault... all my fault... the things i did everything... everything is just to late now... shes gone... and i don't think she ever wants to come back... I could have... I could have been an ass at any time and played like a fool... BUT I DIDN'T... but this is how life plays you... to make you pay for what you've done... i give man... i give up...

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I live in Bikini Bottom,
And I love to work at the krusty krab.
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"I guess i just need this to be alright"
"The ends not near, its here"
"You're a million ways to be cruel"
"Caught by the river"
"Sometimes we wear our hearts on our faces"


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